| DAMNIT! bitch thank god im finnnnallly legal! |
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| I WANT MY ANITA BACK HOME!!! so as i sat there at the airport..seeing her leave..just soo much emotions running through my mind..i wish i had more time to spend with her..i know through the years..we have drifted here and there..till this day..she will always be my besterest friend..it was hard to say goodbye to her..i know i will see her again..but i will miss her warm embrase, with her giggly personality..ive become more grouchy towards ryan..all because i miss my best friend..i just wish it wasnt soo soon that she had to leave.. |
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| it has been over a two months since he cheated on me... sure i still dont trust the guy.. but all hes been doing is working, working for that trust back..you guys may not see it..but i do..yet i still hold back..i still put him through hell, even though he deserves it..lol..but i think now is the time to start building that trust..first.i told him to change his pw for myspace..so i wouldnt go on..how could i build that trust, if i always check his myspace..what seems like 24/7..if i want it to work..i have to put my two cents in also..although its hard to forget..and hard to build that trust..it shouldnt hurt to try..right? so i need to stop being a bitchy bitch..and cut him SOME slack..and stop using what he did as blackmail..even though its fun and to know i am right is a good feeling..yet BAD.. |
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| LHS SENIOR PROM introducing my prom date/ boyfriend Ryan.. 
and my lovely MYAAB ladies 
i loved prom..even though the picture shit was fuckn irrking and the food wasnt all that GREAT...my frickn dress was irrking cause people kept steping on my train..and half the night ryan didnt want to dance because he was shame..but then ended up dancing and regreting not going when i first said LETS GO!..lol..but he made up for the times i got mad at him =)...i wish prom never ended..gah..it went by too fast..last prom =(..after party was awesome..haha i think i was talking too much..lol..i kept going in and out of the hotel room..and the bed room..i laughed wayy too loud..ry was getting irritated cause everytime we would cuddle i would want to go in the living room and go hang out with anita and check if she was ok for some odd reason haha..idk why i was checking up on her..lmao!..the things i do when im drunk man...but im glad HE decided not to drink as much as i did =)..he took care of me..anita..shes one funny gal i tell you..when she drinks..she loves to give hugs hahaha |
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| ANITA.. dont be sorry hun..we understand why you just left..we would all do the same thing..we were just worried because you didnt have your phone..and umm because its WAHIAWA.twas an adventure..even though we already knew where you were..hehe WE LOVE YOU! haha dont mind my other xanga blog entry..april fools? haha nah nah..dont ask..its stupid and just a waste of your time to listen to..but everything is great..just believe it hahah..ciao |
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